Wow, we're already past the half way point in October and i'm wondering where this month has gone!! I can't believe how fast time is flying and yet it seems like life is at a stand-still. David has been gone for almost 6 months now and it's unexplainable how hard it is to keep going. I miss him so much, but have so seperated myself from the pain that i can't even think about what it would be like if he were here right now. I do dream of the future though; quite often, but at this point, this lull in life, it's hard to get excited about anything, so i just dream. Dream of the happiness and joy that is to come...
Okay now that i've made myself sound very depressed let me clarify a little. I'm not unhappy, i'm just in a waiting period and God is totally using this time in my life to teach me some things that only He can do. God is so good and I truly am finding my joy in Him right now. I long for David to be home, but am resting in the truth that God is with us both despite the distance between us. God is our connection. God is the one that is and always will hold us together. He is good. So yes, i'm ready for life to pick up the pace, but also trying to glean as much as i can in this time while i'm alone. I love you David and can't wait until you are home!
Monday, October 22, 2007
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